Moving Day/life

Today, I am finally moving into my new town home I co lease with my mom. I am so excited, mostly for how I am going to decorate my bedroom. I will finally be able to sleep in my own bed, come November. Right now, I can't sleep in it, due to my current room had mold so we have to get a mattress cover. I want it to be a downed mattress cover with a extra downed comferter I plan on purchasing from (Target.com) I am going to love my room colors: Black and Beige. It's going to be so modern with a matching bathroom until I get really sick of it and change the color scheme. 

I am always wanting change usually, it helps me stay creative. I love it, I hate trying new things especially with food at restaurants I always get the same thing, unless I am feeling gutsy.  


Currently, it is really cold outside I am enjoying the fall weather with a nice, lovely sinus headache. 
I really just want it too pass, and soon ( by later today). Moving with a sinus headache? Sounds fun? Haha! funny, not. It should be fine, I'm excited to get some good sleep Saturday at this place. If we get wifi there I will try and upload some photos. 

New Topic: 

This week has been insanely crazy, with dealing with the move and packing. Too me getting called out for a temp job that wasn't too bad. I got to go to Deer Valley Ski Resort, Park City, UT. I love going up too Park City, it is such a beautiful drive and great scenery. I love the town, especially in fall it's nestled right in the mountains so you get the fresh air, gorgeous fall leaves and town that thrives off of visitors out of state and in state. If I really could afford to live there I would, it nice condo, but I can't. Hey, a girl can dream. Just being up there for the day cleared my mind, it's sad though they only have one coffee house that I know of up there. Hopefully I hear about this upcoming job I've applied and took assessments for, I have a phone bill coming up and I really need something to do during the week. Its getting to be that time of year where you need jeans instead of shorts, sweats instead of leggings. I have no pants, and only one pair of sweat pants, and so many slouchy tank tops. I need to do some serious shopping and I need new bedding immediately. Mine is so old it's from when I was 13 and I am now 18 so I got a good 4 or so years out of it. Its been very good too me, I've also grown up a lot since then. Its a Nightmare Before Christmas themed bed spread and til this day I still adore that movie, I just want something more neutral. 
I want the guy I am seeing not to feel embarassed to climb in my bed. 
When I get the feathered down mattress cover, the extra downed comfter and downed pillows I don't think I'll ever leave my bed. It will be like living on a cloud, so warm and comfy. I can't wait to see what my room will look like when I get done with it. I want to be the very essence of me. I will have to go buy some more movies when I can afford them. 

Right now, I am pinching pennies where ever I can. I have a debt from school to pay back, so I know I will be getting things one by one when I get a chance. This is like me talking to myself and has all my wish lists on it! Oh you guys should see the iPhone 4 Juicy Couture cell phone case I found it is so cute! 

On another, I am saying good bye to all my purses I have to throw them all out. They are all beyond savable sadly. They are so ratty, dirty, holey and I've spill my drinks in them. Don't ask because I don't even know. 


PS. When I get internet, this will become my fashion blog. If you really wanna see my fashion taste go check out my tumblr. its 

vaahtokaramellicouture.tumblr.com 

Confessions of poor college girl:

God forbid how many of us face this day-to-day when we go to the mall. I swear I have the most lavish, expensive taste a girl could possibly have! The other day I went and saw one of my school friends from HS, and we went to the mall, and the first store we go to is of coarse Nordstorms and I am a die heart fan of Winter Kate by Nicole Richie and the first piece of clothing I see is a $300 boho purple dress. I want it so bad! I seriously need to stop going to the mall poor, it makes me just want to cry my poor hazel eyes out. It just saddens me, this poor thing needs to end, stupid furthering education- you make all of us super duper poor and big starving babies! And fat ones too! I have to kiss my gym membership bye-bye. UNTIL I GET JOB! I also cannot return to school until I pay back or at least make payments on my debt, and I don't even own a credit card or a car or a new sparkly mac! Okay, I do own a car an older year Jetta but she's just to damn cute! I want a newer car or something, I just feel aweful for being such a mooch off of my poor mother, one day I will be able to help her! At least can I make her even prettier, being I know how to do hair and make up- on a professional lever, semi-professional level at that. 


I had a job interview earlier this afternoon and I really hope I get it. I think it's something I would be really good at, I am very professional, and reliable. I love talking to people and helping them, but I feel as if the interview didn't go so well. I need to get better at that! I really want this job, if I get it I will cry with joy and it'll help me out so much and I could really use some great, wonderful, and fantastic news at this point. I found out I might have to file bankruptcy and I am only 18, too me that is a huge ordeal and I am going to do everything in my power not to have to file, if I can. Even if it means budgeting myself even tighter, I think I can do that, it doesn't seem hard, just avoid malls, shopping centers, stores, starbucks, coffee houses, the apple store, petsmart, petco, target,sally's  and IKEA D:< what will I do? 
Live and not be in debt, I want perfect credit, I really do. I know that is very hard in this economy. A girl can dream can't she? I think so, everything will be ok, I'll just have to keep telling myself that over and over and over until I can believe myself. Positive Mental Attitude, that's all I'm about right now! 

New School!

I seriously love my new school right now, outside of my growing debt from furthering my education. On top of that a girl I was helping with rolling a perm told me, we have a Starbucks on campus! Best news I've heard in a long time, that just made me love it there so much more. I am so glad I decided to transfer, minus the two downsides. I mean I am getting more for my money for which is completely awesome. I don't like private institutes that much anymore.

I also got some more good news one of my old friends from junior high has a Tiger OS X, which I need for my mac, so now I can fix my laptop! Just in time right before I start my generals and everything, hopefully I can get a printer for it or something. I'm not sure if my school uses macs, I hope they do! I don't really like PCs, I could go on for days on why, but I'm not going too! 

Hopefully, in the mere future I can start fashion blogging again. Not nessacialy with my own images, but me putting outfits and such together. I will be posting, my hair; nails;make-up and extensions up though!

I just love this outfit and I want it or at least something similar. I just love this style and everything. I find it so cute!

PMA all day, everyday.

This is what I used to think I did best, maybe I still do. I haven't done anything art related since I left high school. Mostly I am so busy trying to deal with school, paying for school, and trying to get a job. Lucky me, I have the best syster in the whole world who is trying to sell her artwork and hobbies, and his going to help me out a little bit.

PMA all day, everyday. Is  all I am really trying to do anymore, I just got to stay positive even though life isn't wanting me too. I think it has something to do with I can't go to the gym and burn off all my stress and benefit from it. I love PMA (Positive Mental Attitude) best way of thinking about life and how to do anything, lately it has became my moto, I just wake up and tell myself PMA. 

I think I might start waking up and drinking coffee and eating something. I don't know, I need to do something. I'm glad I transferred colleges so now I can get my license and my associates of applied science, what I am not looking forward too is the homework from my generals. Did I bite off more then I can chew? Who knows, all I want is great career, to healthy, to help my family out. Luckily, I had an interview earlier today, and I am applying for another job this weekend too.  

Beautiful Place; Better Place.

I haven't really posted much of anything in the last month or so, my life is so chaotic right now. I miss the simple days, such as camping with friends and family. This weekend was a rollercoaster of emotions, and I hope I never have to go through that again. Really the only thing that has gotten me through this week are friends and Good Charlotte. I've accumulated a huge debt, and soon to be a bigger one. I'm starting at new school maybe Wednesday or next semester, I just couldn't survive that other school. I love socializing and no one really wanted to socialize with me. I mean I was doing really good in that school, better then what I did in high school. I could be really successful Esthetician, but I've decided hair is where I am meant too be. It may not be for tattoos, but I got to be passionate at something to love it. Skin just wasn't it, the school I'll be attending I will still be doing skin but it won't be my main focus and anymore I am starting to think I need to focus on me. I've put so much stress on myself I've been loosing it. Some of us could just use a vacation from the real world, I'd give anything just to go on a camping trip and forget about what is at home. Fresh air would be the best thing in the world. I just got myself in a relationship and now I don't even think it is best for me. I'm not sure what to think anymore with everything. I've never second guess myself, but lately its all I've been doing is second guessing all my logic. I'm not my happy, cheerful, PMA attitude anymore. That has too stop, I'm suffering from it, I'm going to be happy and PMA all day. Maybe I'm just not getting enough protein? Whatever is can stop being a jerk

Tonight, was the nicest night I've had in awhile. I just went downtown with my best friend Tyler, we got coffee and just talked about life. It was nice, we just had a little bitch out with each other just getting things off our minds and backs. I haven't even gone out and done anything with anyone since last Friday- long time I know.
I've been in one of my girl moods  where all I want to do is watch Gossip shows, eat pizza, drink frappes and read gossip magazines. I guess that's too much to ask for since pizza is so freaking expensive same with coffee.
I now understand money is the evil to the world. Anyways I am trying to get a jobb so I can get myself back on track with life. Plus, it will help me be not so stressed out and get a place too live. I can't stand this living situation anymore.

Bästa helgen någonsin

Från fredag ​​til tidig morgon måndag, jag tillbringade den med pojken som jag gillar. För vilka var mycket trevligt, var jag tvungen att lämna tidigt på fredagen trots att det var för 4-6 timmar. Vi hade en liten brasa umgås med fyrverkerier mat och vänner. Det var riktigt kul, skulle jag göra det igen. Idag är den fjärde och självständighetsdagen i Amerika. Jag har inte ens planer utanför jobbsökandet och gör några konstverk, kanske eatting mat. Jag önskar verkligen att blogga kan bränna kalorier. Jag hoppas att allas helgen var riktigt bra också!

Makeup Artist i utbildning!

Jag lära sig att bli en professionell makeup artist. Jag kommer att ladda upp bilder på mina grejer! bara för lägga till bilder till detta, behöver det något intressant och jag antar att detta kommer att göra.

Mästare estetiker skolan

Jag vet inte om jag vill det eller inte, har det inte verkligen vuxit på mig för mycket. Att detta har varit en riktigt tråkig skolvecka alla tjejerna har sagt. Det bara varit en riktigt lång vecka för att honest.Tomorrow är vår fredag​​, då jag återvänder lördag från 09:00 till 12:00, jag kan säga detta: fredag ​​är jag sova! Jag har varit så trött efter skolan och försöker få en ny sovplats schema är så hårt att jag inte får det, jag kan bara inte somna til 1-2 är det suger. men skolan är okej att vi gjorde upp idag, jag vet inte om flickan jag gjorde upp gillade det Tisdag min bil fick en start på det, och jag ville bara gråta och åka hem var det hemskt i slutet av lunchen tog de startar upp, men seriöst jag vill inte att det också hända igen. Alla tjejer är verkligen trevligt, alla av dem är hur äldre än mig, de är 22 + jag är inte säker på om någon är även tjugotvå år gamla kunde de vara äldre! Jag tänkte att det skulle finnas någon i min ålder, men min syster bor ganska nära kanske hon kommer äta lunch med mig!

Jag vet inte riktigt hänga på denna blogg, jag ska försöka också. Det kommer sannolikt att bli på svenska därefter på engelska längre. Jag ska göra detta till min personliga blogg och lägga upp saker jag gillar, har ect. Saker som jag får från min shopping och outtings med vänner, kanske till och med bilder på min relation * tvekan om att en * då om vi bryter upp skulle jag gå och ta bort allting, jag hoppas det inte händer men om det gör det vara det.

På senare tid har jag inte gjort för mycket och inget är för spännande. Jag fick en ny bil och dess används inte helt ny och jag måste dela den med min familj. Jag vill försöka betala bort det eller något, ska jag nog bara spara pengar upp ifall den behöver reparation är dess en importerad bil. Jag älskar det så mycket dock, mer än min andra bil, det gör mig så lycklig. Jag tror inte att jag ska flytta ut ur mitt mammor hus som helst snart, hoppas jag bara att vi kan reparera mitt rum snart. Jag vill sova i min egen säng igen, inte i alla annans, har inget emot jag inte en viss någons säng sina super comfy. I sommar är inte den största, var jag tvungen att avboka min resa: / Jag var verkligen ser framåt att gå. Jag har haft mycket roligt, jag önskar bara att det var roligare att göra. Det skulle vara trevligt.

Systers!

Min syster, min bästa vän. Den enda person jag helt kan lita på med allt jag vet. Du är så nära och så långt bort på samma gång. Vi kan se ut som motpoler men vi är mer lika då någon jag känner. Jag är stolt över att kalla dig min bästa vän och min syster, jag älskar dig Nene.
                        älskar Jeje. 

Jag vill!

OneTeaspoon Totem Skull dress

RIP RYAN DUNN

Anyways in the news I saw that the beloved jackass star Ryan Dunn past away in a horrible car accident. I am very sadden about this, he's was a very funny guy. We all grew to love, he knew how to make people laugh. Roger Ebert spoke way too soon about his death, adding insult to injury. I feel for his family and friends, and wish them all the best I can. I am pretty sure he will be raising hell no matter where his soul goes. Just like he did down here, he knows how to have fun, and loved his life.

After it's all said and done

After it's said and done, you've burnt the bridges with me that I was attempting mend. Sometimes you can only hope for the best and just look for the good and positive in life and that's what I will continue on doing for the rest of my many years to come. My graduation was a success and one milestone to put behind myself now. It had its ups and its own down, I didn't shed one tear and so far I haven't missed it. Come August I might, but I know what  I'm doing and where I am going in my own life, living by own set standards. Chasing the beauty market, getting a successful career to be a successful women and living a the dream life I know I'll have without someone handing it too me on a platter. I am very excited to start my continued education in Esthetics- I'm going to have so much fun and enjoy ever last second of it. I'm happy with the direction my life is headed into.

also today I went graduation shopping for shoes and etc. we went to payless shoes and I found the cutest pair, actually two pairs of sunglasses I could die for. there were purple avaiators and leopard print big lensed sunglasses- must have! Plus, I want to get a fedora too' Imma be stylin'

Graduation and so my life begins...

Tomorrow is the day, the final day of high school and first day of my life. I have so many emotions and things going on that its driving me completely crazy, it just makes me want to just go die in the mall. Weird? Reason: Shopping, even window shopping is my stress reliever since my car accident I am not aloud to go running and that is usually where I go to relieve my stress. So I have devolped or have had this thing where if you put me in a shopping area my stress has begone! :D it makes me ultra happy.

Back to the main point of my post: Since I am still dealing with everything from the car wreck, the doctor appointments, not having a vehicle to call mine, graduating, roadtrip, school. Its all just a big wammy at this point. I did get accepted to Esthetician school and I start 27.June.2011 and then two days after that, I leave with friends to Vegas to go attend the Vans Warped Tour '11. I am 100% super excited for this trip its going to be so much fun. Also, I have found a car a Chevy Cavalier '98 manual white sports coupe- It is so damn cute. I might get it as a replacement car, I do have to share it. I just need a temporary car to get to and from to school and a possible job that is nonexistant at this point in time. I am not sad about graduating, most of my friends are either graduated or graduate next year. What is there to be sad about? Your continuing on with your life and its not like I am not going to see my friends ever again. We are going to Vegas together, and we hung out today for the first time in a long time, since I don't have a car to get they're house. I have the greatest friends in the whole world I thing. I'm excited, and my dog means the world to me and now she will be such much more of mommy.

I adore this outfit.

Disappointment in shoes

I honestly thought TOMS would be more worth my money I spent on them, and too be honest they weren't. At the beginning of May I bought a pair, mostly because I couldn't find any other shoes in my small mouse feet size. Everyone I see wears them so I thought "Oh! They'll be worth the 60$ I spent on them." no, they weren't worth a dime basically. My right shoe is already tearing away from sole of my shoe, my left shoe is perfectly fine. I mean my feet don't get wet when it rains and they are ultra comfy, but they shouldn't be tearing away from the sole after a month of wearing that's just not right. I recommend them, for super comfy shoes but I wouldn't fork out 60$ for them, no way.

Jag vill ha den här outfiten, jag behöver den här outfiten! <3

Diamonds In The Rough

   Her sun kissed skin glistened in the warm southern California sun, her honey blonde hair bounced as she walked down Rodoe Drive. She isn't very tall, you would usually see her with coffee and her cell phone in hand.

Chapter One: There She Goes:
   Tomorrow is senior graduation, and my final day in the states. I am very sad to leave and to graduate, most of all I am going all alone. I texted my best friend Karli to see if she wanted to go to Rodoe with me. I was wearing a short length black and white Boho dress and simple black heels. I started walking to Karli's house so we could go together. I am going to miss her when I leave. After a ten minute drive, we finally made it to Rodoe. We went to a little local coffee shop near by and got our soy mocha's, then we went and did our best exercise S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G! When Karli and I get together, we are all laughs and smiles. By the time we got back to my house our stomachs hurt from laughing so hard and all the pizza we ate. 
        Karli spent the night so she could me get ready for my graduation in the morning. She lightly curled my long honey blonde hair in loose wavy curls, while I looked for what perfume I was going to wear to graduation. My mama came up to my room and gave me my cap and gown. It kind of matched the shoes I was wearing. Then it was time to be out the door and sitting for our names to be called, after 4 1/2 hours the graduation was over. I had to rush home and started loading all my luggage in to the trunk of the Cadillac. I had my done differently then earlier in the day, I used a scarf around my hair with my House of Harlow 1960 Chelsea sunglasses, with black leggings, a cream slouchy tank top, and a black cardigan paired with black ballerina slippers. I got out of my car as did my mama, as she got out tears rolled down our cheeks; we kissed each others cheeks and said our "see you later"s . I stood straight up with my head held high as I put my luggage on the luggage scanner. All I brought as a carry on was my cell phone and my laptop. When I got to the waiting area. my friends were there to say "see you later" for a few months. Then my flight number was called- Sweden here I come! 
   I've never left the states, let alone be on an airplane and all by myself. I can only hope they allow you to listen to music on the flight, I'll be in the air for 8hrs. 
Chapter Two: Beautiful Place:
    Sweden was even prettier then all of the photos I've seen of it. I have no idea where I am suppose to go in this country. All my information is saved in my email, that I can't access yet. Lucky for me I speak Swedish. Its not as cold as I thought it was going to be over here. Ring.....ring....ring......ringggg... "hello?"I answered "are you at the airport?" she asked "umm yeah I'm by the main gate." I replied back "alright, I'll be there in fifteen minutes." she replied and hung up. I'm pretty sure that was my friend Mathilda being she's going to be showing me around Sweden and hitting up all of shopping sites.
All I really know is that I am starving and in dire need of some coffee. My phone started going crazy with text messages - "10" missed phone calls. I don't dare to call since there is such a huge time difference. Finally Mathilda was here, "I'm Mathilda!" she said, "I'm Heather" " so Mathilda, where can a girl get some pizza and a coffee?" I asked. It is really weird hanging out with someone you don't really know all that well. I somehow managed to do it. Basically, I came to this beautiful place called Sweden to explore their music, fashion, food, lifestyle and just to see how life here was different from that in California. 
                           Mathilda is going to show me all the shopping spots, the best coffee spots in Stockholm, just all of Stockholm by foot. Next month we are going to her town Orebro. Where Mathilda will show me more shopping and coffee spots again. I swear, no matter where I go, I always find a Starbuck or a coffee shop. I know I am addicted, to me the best addiction. I think I love this girl, mostly due to she loves shopping, drinking coffee- the makings for the greatest trip of my life!  Besides, good food, great shopping, amazing coffee, and their concerts- more like festivals. They are so much fun. I think this trip is going to be worth everything. 
              The days I'm not with Mathilda I am in my hotel room talking to my family and friends back in in Bel Air, California. I miss them so much. I'm excited in two days I am visiting Helsinki, Uusima, Finland, I've always wanted too see Finland. My phone started singing "Hej, what's up?" I answered "Just packing for Finland. Are you about ready?" Mathy said " I am ready when you are." I replied, "I'll be there in five minutes." She said and then hung up. We have to take a ferry to Helsinki's bay then we are in the beautiful Finland for a week of shopping and fashion blogg events with us both! 
     I honestly didn't think Mathilda and I would have so much in common and I didn't think I'd enjoy having her around like I do. She is so sweet and very helpful. I want to bring her back to Bel Air with me, and I can show her a good time is Southern California, like she has for me here in Sweden!  The past month has been the best time of my life. I cannot thank her enough, we've been having so much out here, I can't wait to come back. 
Chapter Three: Welcome to Helsinki Finland: 
    We finally arrived to Finland, and it is just as beautiful as Sweden. I just love Scandinavia, its just so gorgeous over here. One of the reasons why Mathilda and I are here in Helsinki, Finland for a week is for Fashion week, with all the popular fashion bloggers. Not only that but more shopping is happening, and its great. We have been spending a lot of time outside and at the beaches lately since the weather is so nice, we are taking full advantage of it to the fullest extent. Why not? Nice hot weather, beautiful beaches? Come on, you'd be an idiot if you didnt' take up that offer! So we are taking full advantage of it. While I've been here in Sweden and in Finland, I've landed a temporary job at a cafe. I don't know what I have back home in the states, and I'd rather save that money for my family back home, plus I have car payments for the graduation present I received. I miss it so much, I only had her for an hour, and she still smells like a new car! Best smell in the whole wide world that's for sure, besides new shoe smell I love that smell. I am so happy we were able to come to out to Finland. I guess I am some what popular over here, because cameras were constantly going off. I forgot all about my little fashion line back home called "Vaahtokaramelli Couture" meaning "Marshmallow Couture", I like to keep it looking cute, but very fashion forward.
           "heather, come look!" Mathilda yelled across the court yard, " Heather in Finland with new best friend from Sweden!" headlined a magazine in Finland. I don't even do anything cool, I only model, shop, drink too much coffee, and fashion blog. What's so cool about that? Or does have anything to do with I look similar to Nicole Richie? Or my little clothing/jewelry line I have back home? Who knows, its so hard to find out about these things. I mean I've always wanted to be famous, well infamous about something worth being famous over, like having a charity or being in band and selling out stadiums and changing kids lives. Maybe, Mathilda and I are in this magazine for the Fashion week with all the Fashion Bloggers. That seems more realistic then what I've been shooting out of my head at this point. 
   Fashion week is finally over and Mathilda and I are heading back to Sweden to just leave to go to Orebro, I'll be there for two months and then I am heading back down to Stockholm to leave for LA, can't wait to see the sunny California coast line! "Mathy, I have a question to ask you?" I asked, " Go ahead." she replied, " I was wondering if you'd like to go to California with me? I can show you all the shopping spots, you could stay in the guest bedroom of my house. I'd just love to repay you for all of your kindness you've shown me in Sweden." I said. " I'd love to go to California!" Mathy said, " Sweet! two months and we will be see the Hollywood sign!" I exclaimed. 
     We've been in Orebro for a month and its such a great, cute little town. I love it here, even more then Stockholm. I have a new love for Cheap Monday, I love their stuff its so amazing, and great quality, we've gone to the gym, the beach, and we've just done so much in the past month its great! I can't get over how beautiful Sweden's towns are, I wish more of the United States were this clean and cared about how the cities looked.
To Be Continued...   
 

Confession

I've never been so happy with my life then I do right now, in this moment. I don't know, it feels like good things are going to come for me. My dreams have been waking me up with a smile and happy. I'm done following my dreams and I am now chasing them. I'm happy with how I look, how I am getting thinner- I'm not saying I am fat. But, my body is finally filling out the way it should be. I just have this whole new out look on life, I don't know what is, how it happened. Whatever it is, I hope it stays.
Either later in the month or next month, I am buying a tripod for my acoustic project. I am very excited about this project, I just don't know what to name it. I really want to name it after a good charlotte song or something like (Harlow's song) it's really inspired me.

My biggest issue is choosing a college to go to. I really can't decide, my school has filled my head with self doubt. Both of my choices I really want to do. To be honest, I don't want to go to college, but I have no choice. If I could play guitar and do art, and live successfully at that I'd be so happy. But it's so hard these days to that anymore. I will so how come out on this end. Hence the acoustic project, it'll help me get noticed and start playing shows, i just need to find a good friend thats a great singer.

Projects: Art; music.

Alright, so I've spent weeks contemplating about this project I really want to do. I think now I am finally ready to start doing it. I want to start a solo acoustic project. Why not just be in a band? Right now, that just isn't an option. My friends who I know have the heart, have the drive, just aren't the type of people I want to do this with. I know it sounds very harsh, its not meant to be. I am doing another acoustic project with a long time friend of mine. I need to live for me, not wait on others to help me or be there, I've waited a long time.I can go solo, most of the stuff i'll be doing will most likely only be instrumentals - I personally don't think I sing all that well. Maybe on a song, I'll sing- I'll think about it.
things being purchased.
-tripod
-stool
-music stand

Overdosage of tea, art, movies, music.

Unfortunately, I have been blessed with plagued yet again- immediately after I finally kick it off.  I'm not going to lie, I get a hell of lot more work done now then earlier into the year. I've recently started doing the art style, I use to draw back in 2004- mostly due since I never leave my house. For the past two weeks I've had nothing but tea and water, that's it. I miss drinking coffee every morning, but that can wait til I am 95% better, and all my friends are shocked- they never see me without coffee or me not talking about drinking coffee. My world is coffee and humor, all summed up. I am assuming most of don't know that I play guitar as well- I started last spring. I've been wanting to play guitar since 2002, and I haven't had the money to buy a guitar new or used. Now, I've saved up and own two beautiful guitars that I can "sorta" play. I'm in guitar lessons at the moment, probably by the end of this month I will be able to play songs. I am ordering a Good Charlotte song book soon, yes, good Charlotte.
Really, what I've been doing for the past month is going to college to college. To be honest, I really don't want to go to college, but now a days you don't have that options. I'm a very ambitious little creature. I need something that'll keep me on my feet and I am highly worried the art world doesn't have that for me, like my other passion in music does. Does that mean, I'll leave my first love and talent in the dirt- of coarse not. I will further my art career as much as I can. Even if it means driving to the opposite end of the valley every week because I hate getting shots and living with strangers. I'm paranoid.

Mummy's Monster Mash!

This is an orginal painting by me. I grounded and sanded the crap out of the board and mixed the back ground colour myself.  The I drew it up the following day after the registration fair thing at the school I attend. I've been working hard on this piece more then any piece i've done so far. It's hands down one of my favourites.  Note it's not finished quite yet, I thought I'd share with you during it's process! It's all done in Acrylic and Sharpie. It will be up on my deviant account soon. It will be posted on here before It'll be put on DA.
(itizy-vengeance.deviantart.com)

Ravings about life: Confusion, Illness, new language and new projekts.

I am so tired of being confused on what i want to do after I graduate high school in June. Today (22.Januari.2011) Austin and I went to this Art college scholarship day, and in all reality there were no scholarships. Not only that, it made it much harder to pick a school out to attend. None of them, but AI focus on my preferred style of art.It was a really long day for me basically, we did get subway out of trip and a long drive. I did find another school I will most likely be attending, Hein Academy for Art. The other night I can down with a fever and a throat infection, and those who don't know what a throat infection enjoy it- they are hell. So, I've been pretty sick for the past few days, and I really hope it goes away, this is my first one this school year and I will be receiving it again in the spring/summer time. I always get sick during the summer time, being I am heat sensitive and slightly allergic to the sun. I am hoping to kick the sickness before Tuesday due that it's my birthday and do you really want to spend your birthday deathly ill? Nej, no I don't think any of us want to do that. I am also adjusting my diet to fit my allergy to milk, it just seems to get worse now. Good thing, I like soy milk in my coffee haha. I just wished it didn't cost anything to switch the two. This year I am introducing myself into my hobbies I've bought myself into, I have two guitars and a keyboard and I am going to learn how to play both of them! I mean when we leave high school we lose at least half of our friends, so I am just bury myself into the art and music world mostly. I want to create stuff that I am highly interested in. for which is music and visual arts. I'll be posting some images on here in the mere future. I am currently learning a new language after four years of Finnish and it's Swedish I am learning then I will go back to Finnish.
My new set of art projects will combine my two ancestry's into a series of art- curious?
I am Swedish and Cherokee Indian it will be pretty badass in my opinion.

Birthday!

So, it's that time of the year again when our birthdays start to roll around. Well, this time of the year is when my birthday comes around. It's on the 25th of January, and I am very excited for my birthday. I'm not really sure what I am doing for it though. I think the following weekend I will have a few friends over and just play games, play guitar, talk and eat some cake. I want to look into making a vegan cake, it seems very yummy. Two of my closest friends are coming down to see me for my birthday, I can't wait too see them. I miss the two very much.
My birthday marks the day, I start a new way of life. I am continuing with being a vegetarian going five years now. I am very proud about the choice I made at 14 years old. My art is going somewhere finally, I want to see if I can get some pieces in a gallery and sell few pieces for which would be way nice to do. I start Esthetician school in early Summer or in the fall, I am not too sure yet. I go and talk to the people again in April/May. I must say I am very happy with what is going on in my life, it will be good. I hope 2011 is as good for you as it is for me! 

ART!

Min Deviantart hemsida har uppdaterats. Jag tror det är mycket lättare, för du bara gå till min DA konto för nu. Denna dator fungerar inte USB-portar nyligen. När jag spara tillräckligt med pengar för en ny, jag ska vara utstationering mycket mer bilder, videor, allt som bla bla. Jag skulle vilja göra mer inlägg men mitt liv är inte särskilt spännande nästa månad det börjar bli. Jag gör några fotograferingar och grejer det ska bli roligt!