Growing pains

for the past few months well probably just weeks right now. I have been debating if I am really ready to move out of my moms house hold. I applied for work in a city that is 35-40 minutes away from my beautiful city of Salt Lake. I am not entirely sure I can actually move out of the big city now that I've lived here for almost 8 years. All I know is the big city life, busy streets, constantly something to do. Moving to basically suburbia doesn't sound like something I am ready to do. If I get the job out there I don't know what I am going to do I only have two friends out that way. I have no furniture, I have a tv and two laptops with a pillow and a few blankets. Its going to be extremely rough if I do follow through with this move. I still want to go back to college for Athletic Trainer/Sports Medicine. I'm just not sure how I am going to do that living on my own I most likely won't have a roommate and will have two additional mouths to feed I'd have to take my puppies. I can't live without them, they are my whole wide world.